Move On

it's been a while since my first post and after seven long months, i finally get to revisit my blog. a lot has happened in those seven months. loved, lost, friends who moved, joys, pains...i don't even know where to begin. let me break the ice with this song by jet which reminds me so much of a dear friend of mine...

Well I been thinking 'bout the future
Too young to pretend
It's such a waste to always look behind you
You should be lookin' straight ahead

Yeah, I'm gonna have to move on
Before we meet again
Yeah, it's hard
If you had've only seen

10.34: Flinders Street Station
I'm lookin' down the tracks
Uniformed man askin' am I paid up
Why would I wanna be that?

Yeah I'm gonna have to move on
Before we meet again
Yeah it's hard If you had have only seen
Take control
Don't be afraid of me

'Cause every once in a while
You think about if you're gonna get yourself together
You should be happy just to be alive
And just because you just don't feel like comin' home
Don't mean that you'll never arrive

Yeah I'm gonna have to move on
Before we meet again
Yeah it's hard If you had have only seen
Take control
Don't be afraid of me

My First...

just got back from the salon and i just love my new 'do. my head feels so much lighter now...hahaha...thanks to my stylist...

i'll turn a year older a few days from now and i am still trying to sort out as to what i really want to do with my life. i've been feeling this for quite sometime already and i sense a nagging feeling of emptiness...i don't know...i really don't know...does this have to do with the weddings i've attended these past few weeks? by golly, i am telling you, everybody seems to be getting hitched...i realized that i do fear to grow old alone. i asked myself (while i watched my dear friend walk down the aisle), will someone love me this much? well i hope...and maybe, just maybe there is...somebody out there...just for me...